Entah macam mana hari ni terfikir nak membelek chatlog my gmail.. Baru mel terperasan yg... everything starts on March!! It was actually end of february when we started chatting more than we used to... because of kelab jiwa luka... huhu.. Although he was in my gtalk contact quite a long time before that (around a year before).. we seldom chats.. I noticed him as an online person... even when every other persons were offline, he was always there. But we seldom talk. I always told myself at that time... "dia adalah peneman mel.. dari jauh.. walaupun tidak bercakap.. tp mel ada teman". Of course.. sebab dia kerja malam.. dan mel masa tu tgh sakit.. selalu menanggung sakit di mlm hari.. dan tak dpt tidur.. internet jd peneman mel.. termasuklah si dia yg online tp diam di sebelah sana...
But in March, everything started.. I remembered in late february.. somebody told me to ask him... and dgn tak sangka2 I asked him one question that started everything... soalannya lebih kurang macam ni.. "bro. xx suruh sy tackle awak, boleh ? And his answer was... " emm.. jemput2.. cam tau2 org tgh free nih :P, baru bebas hari nih"..
After that.. we started talking to each other more frequently... actually masa mel tanya first tu mmg pertanyaan main2... coz.. he was the last person that i expect to be close to... becoz I though he was a very reserved person.. quite distant & different from me.. and sedikit sebanyak ada respect for him yg membuatkan I felt I was not quite to his expectation & requirement.. :P ... Takut aa nak kawan dgn mamat nie... dia nampak garang.. pendiam.. (which skrg ni i admit that he is garang.. hahaha).. but after I got to know him.. baru tau he is more than that...
Anyway... in march we became close friends... not as distant as we used to... wait till april... when the journey begins...
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