i should..

i should keep myself to myself
i should not talk too much
i should know who i am
i should think properly
i shoud be more careful
i should be more alert
i should be more confident
i should... i don't know.. what should i do...

Damn me!! I'm mad to myself..
Oh god.. i'm sad.. again.. and again...
Why do i have to be here...



~mel
totaly confused, totaly blank, totaly numb.
ya allah... help me!